Momming an Eleanor
I love late November. I love the relief we finally receive from the blazing Arizona heat of the summer that lasts almost until winter. I love pumpkin spice lattes, favorite sweaters and lists of blessings. But every so often around this time I get hit with an unexpected moment of melancholy. It passes almost as quickly a it came, but it tends to sneak up on me. I wake up with that un-nameable feeling of having forgotten something terribly important. And then I remember our Eleanor. In November of 2012, two days before Thanksgiving, we sat in our doctor's office waiting for that strong, healthy heartbeat. And nothing. My own heart pounding out of my chest, and I remember begging the doctor to try, "just one more time" to find her. God has healed my heart since that horrible, awful, no good week. And a whole lot of life has happened in the six years since then. But there are moments, like when I pull out the trunk of sweaters and jackets out of the garage, and I remember...